Crystal is officially gone, moping around Mississippi, that's for sure. I am about up to here with all the moping and the whining and the "Stella, I want to come home"-ing. Her status for face book is actually, D': Dx I hate Mississippi. What doesn't help is that Josh dumped her on Thursday, saying that he was already in a long distance relationship and he didn't want to try and work it out. This is what a typical conversation between us is like:
Crystal
Me
D: I hate Mississippi.
Why
It's stupid and I hate it.
That's not a very good reason.
Well too bad, I hate it.
Go outside.
It's cold outside.
LOL. That's a song.
Nothing is funny anymore.There is no more color in the world.
-.- Stop it
Stop what
Stop cutting yourself.
I'm not cutting myself.
Yes you are. Don't try to lie.
Why.
Because it's bad.
So?
If you cut yourself, you use a blade, which is usually dirty.
So?
You'll get an infection.
So?
Infections are bad.
So?
You can DIE.
...and? Better than here in Mississippi.
If you die from the infection caused by the blade, that's considered suicide.
So?
Suicide means you go to Hell.
No.
Yes.
Only a place for non christans.
-.-
Stella has signed off
Really I'm invisible because I'm waiting for Emily so I can talk to her and we can make another story.
I can't believe what Josh did.
I hate him. I hate him so much.
He's such a jerk! AHhhh!
What's worse is that I"m happy. I'm happy she's gone. I don't want to be, but I am. I am happy that the person I fought to be my friend again is gone. Purple Otter understands somewhat, but I don't. My pet otter understands something about me that I don't. Sigh.
